None exposé.

What happened.
What happened to the time when you used to stare at the empty ceiling for hours ….watch the moths do a salsa as they mock your lonesome….and you mumbled to yourself of how the world loathes you and all your endeavors… Like why God decided to make you a human…instead of a goat..

what happened when you played rock paper scissors with your imaginary friends…
Not because you were bored …but you were deeply involved in worshipping your brain…under the influence of the bong…

It was a life of cyclic misery… Like some curse your ancestors duct taped on you…rendering you useless in love….ot anything for that matter….like God had given you an extra pair of lacrymals…Rendering you prone to daily tears……like he had specifically said you are impossible to create from a rib….anyone’s rib…you’re incompatible… You are just rotting flesh…you’re just not creatable… Its like trying to fix broken bones with superglue…or a broken heart with plaster…Nada pro bono.

So let me really tell you what happened… Let me really tell you what changed…along came an Adonis…This Adonis…understood you so “poorly” that the didn’t even hear you complain about them not understanding you…if you know what I mean…

He was without difficulty he just smiled and said all is well…he took you so seriously… You didn’t even have to think because he did it for you….so perfectly for that matter…and when it reached the time that both of you were covalently bonded…you had no choice the world gave you no choice…like butter you melted within his presence comforted by the sheepish giggles that he made you experience all the time…he became one of the 72 beats of your lonely heart…

Then you met him…and the camera sure does lie….he was nothing like what you saw…he was better…his eyes were like marbles…with a little glimpse of hope….And whatever he uttered was so carefully chosen…you almost doubted your sanity…and you knew you belong together….He was your home….. He lived in your smile….And all that was left was a love that won’t fade..A flawless love… a lived love.

and it killed you inside…it still does kill you inside…because you don’t know if he is going to keep you…like you plan to …. To be continued…

NON EXPOSEE…

™Cappa